Insight to Hindsight by J.Lorraine J.Lorraine Truth Ministry

  The first phone call . Began people not visiting one another to talked personally. That began social distancing. The text began people not visiting or talking to each other. Social media began a level of relationship breakdown in real life. Families sit with their phones in face. So do children. Fake life presentation's online. Fake relation's. Fake personas. Became the norm. We that claim to be True are hypocrite's You and I both know the biggest device of destruction . We have ever be exposed to as a whole. Is this device in our hand. Sad thing is . It can be a tool.It is just human's use it to immerse them selves in a machine. Less in touch with who we are. Less capable to communicate.Less capable of genuine concern for each other's well being. No matter who you are . We are sister's and brother's of the Human Race a unique species. Made with the spirit of the Creator within us. No other creature can make such a boast The first call was the beg...

 Love is the a dynamic that you can't buy but also can cost you way too much. I can pray for you but I can't pray for you is a simular scenario 

 Positioning myself to receive my Promise. Uproot myself and replant hence, a transplant. I need a life Transplant A new song with new wind new wine new breath. A pivot . I need to Jump to another conclusion about Myself. Face another Truth about myself. The Truth My Faher Sings Over Me. 

 No matter the circumstance whether living in lack or plenty . I have learned to be content in every season of every circumstance. I am content in lowly places of this land. I sit in High Places in my Faher's House. Where my value is not overlooked by my Father. For I AM VALIABLE IN THE KINGDOM of My Father. His Peace and Righteousness os heavy upon me. Along with His Feirce love for me. 

 Constant collosions of crazy thoughts crazy voices from crazy people I discern the voice of my Father in the stilless and consistentsy of His ways. Survival no longer my first sense but always makes sense. Poured out of all my defense. Unconditionally carried through the deepest recesses of my body trodden beaten through to my inner  inigma my body mind soul beaten through and through cast down but not forsaken undone but not conqoured. All posessions gone . It would seem like I can relate to Job except for the worse parts like losing his kids or his spouse giving up on him........ .... I Am Fully Surrendered but my boldness is unchanged neither my nature. Which is who I AM.  I will remain in my ways before My God. Truth is a hard pill to swallow when you know the poison inside of it. Will sting but make you better  I say my Fathers Truth is better than Any Pill!  Truth to you is not truth to me .The only  Truth is the Gospel Jesus Christ . Freely forgiven...

  Decisions for others and their best benefit. Started at a young age for me. I was patterned to be more concerned about other's at all cost. Even my own inner well being . Whether it was food or peace of mind. I always was more concerned for other's. That would hopefully insure a smoother day for me. See we all are selfish even our need of Christ is selfish. We must face these things. To be able to change these things. It is Christ Word His Grace and Holy Spirit with our willingness . That makes impossible,Possible.   Also from an early age . I was full of fruits of the Spirit. As in, compassion. I had a personal relationship with Christ. He had Everything to do with ensuring I made it to be. Who I Am today. My Father My Everything.   Up until recently. As I work through a lifetime of imposed and adopted layers. I learned to pray for myself as well. Not just other's. It is okay to do this. Also essential to our inner most spiritual being. Self love. This for an...