Insight to Hindsight by J.Lorraine J.Lorraine Truth Ministry

 Constant collosions of crazy thoughts crazy voices from crazy people I discern the voice of my Father in the stilless and consistentsy of His ways. Survival no longer my first sense but always makes sense. Poured out of all my defense. Unconditionally carried through the deepest recesses of my body trodden beaten through to my inner  inigma my body mind soul beaten through and through cast down but not forsaken undone but not conqoured. All posessions gone . It would seem like I can relate to Job except for the worse parts like losing his kids or his spouse giving up on him........ .... I Am Fully Surrendered but my boldness is unchanged neither my nature. Which is who I AM.  I will remain in my ways before My God. Truth is a hard pill to swallow when you know the poison inside of it. Will sting but make you better  I say my Fathers Truth is better than Any Pill!  Truth to you is not truth to me .The only  Truth is the Gospel Jesus Christ . Freely forgiven...

  Decisions for others and their best benefit. Started at a young age for me. I was patterned to be more concerned about other's at all cost. Even my own inner well being . Whether it was food or peace of mind. I always was more concerned for other's. That would hopefully insure a smoother day for me. See we all are selfish even our need of Christ is selfish. We must face these things. To be able to change these things. It is Christ Word His Grace and Holy Spirit with our willingness . That makes impossible,Possible.   Also from an early age . I was full of fruits of the Spirit. As in, compassion. I had a personal relationship with Christ. He had Everything to do with ensuring I made it to be. Who I Am today. My Father My Everything.   Up until recently. As I work through a lifetime of imposed and adopted layers. I learned to pray for myself as well. Not just other's. It is okay to do this. Also essential to our inner most spiritual being. Self love. This for an...

  How is your insight? Definition of insight in·sight / ˈinˌsīt / Learn to pronounce noun the capacity to gain an accurate and deep intuitive understanding of a person or thing. "this paper is alive with sympathetic  insight into  Shakespeare" Similar: intuition perception awareness discernment understanding comprehension apprehension appreciation cognizance penetration acumen astuteness perspicacity perspicaciousness sagacity sageness discrimination judgment shrewdness sharpness sharp-wittedness acuity acuteness flair breadth of view vision far-sightedness prescience imagination nous horse sense savvy sapience arguteness a deep understanding of a person or thing. plural noun:  insights "the signals would give marine biologists new insights into the behavior of whales"  Do any of your past failures, hurts, offenses, betrayals,bad decisions,wrongs you have done,effect your insight? Of any given instance situation event so forth? Examine Your Focus on Your Insight...

  What do we do when. We are surrounded by people . We can't relate to. It feels so inconveinent. We"ll we extend ourselves beyond our preference. We embody the fruits of the spirit. Love Peace Joy Gratititude Kindness Compassion Humility Submission.  We use empathy. To attempt to feel what someone we do not particularly like or relate to feels. So we can reach beyond ourselves and show kindness in our frustration . We pray for discernment on how to navigate troubled waters. We lean on Christ and draw the strength from Him to do . What we alone can not. He is conveinently availible for our every need. 

 As a young believer in my youth. One of my many thought to verbal logo's were "It is what it is. And, it's never gonna be what it 'neva was",,,hmm. Ah, the confidence and foolishness of youth. And, adult hood. Not being biased in the least.  By the way look up the definition of the wotd Grace  Ask yourself. How does Grace enter my life on a daily basis? Is it from self source? Or of the One who promises it? Both. So, back to my logo saying. That is the insight of how I used my focus in my youth. I didn't reach past the burn of disapointment or fear of failure.  I confirmed it . With what I spoke. Instead of going to my Father. In the hour of my weakness.  Who is my source of strength and who sheilds me from any lie of the enemy. Or any lie . I ever told to told//Tell myself.  My current self. Still in progress and forever will be. Sees Disappointment as an Invitation from my Father to Focus on Him and What He Sing's over me. It wasn't Disapointment it...

 Can you put a price on the presence of an all knowing God? I dont think so. 

 I  have uncertainties about the future. Regrets of past failures. We all do. Whether we are sucessful in buisness . Our personal and family lives or have failed time after time.  God offers second chances . Day after day His Mercies never fail. They are new every morning . If you have hit brick walls in job market attempts.  Google offers opportunities even for us who are not Net savy. It only takes INITIATIVE HOPE AND A LITTLE COURAGE . WITH A LITTLE FAITH IN GOD . Explore your options online. Find your passion.. Fix your goal choose it.  Work toward your goal. Its up to you to live out your Dreams . Give time for your mental physical and spiritual health. Find your balamce and soar like and eagle. In all you do. Pray and Believe .